I’m feeling very very upset today!

Yu Ying was my hair model today!
I’m really upset about the whole process, because, I couldn’t do well at all.Although this is not an exam or what, but it is the only time when I can do the hair styles on a real human in class.
I SPENT ALMOST AN HOUR FINISHING A HAIR STYLE.And it is so untidy.
Then off to the next one, I keep combing and it kept tangling or loosen.
Repeated the same steps at the same portion for a very long time.
People have already completed 3 different hair styles, but I’m still stucked all the way till almost 6pm!
It really sucks, seeing everyone packing their stuffs and going off with such a happy smile.
I FEEL LIKE SHOOTING THEM! ARGHS! In the end, I didn’t complete doing the second one.
I NEED PRACTICES PLEASE! It makes me so discouraged today.

I think I’m giving myself too much expectations, which caused my tensed up life now!
Many things are keeping me worry every minute.
Feeling so tired everyday, shall i take a break?And concentrate on my course?
I need time for my homework,assignments,self revision etc.! Many theory to study!
My eyes are closing as I type this.
If I stop working for now, who is going to pay for my school fees and expenses!?!?
Especially when i’m such a shopaholic.
OH by the way, I have stopped buying alot of things already leh.

I’m having headache now because i got no idea of how I should do my homework =(
AND!!! Next week we cannot wear BLACK,WHITE,JEANS to school. WA!
Another thing to worry about. We have to wear CONTRASTING COLOURS, part of homework you know.
I have some coloured tops but all of them have to go with BLACK or WHITE bottom! All my pants or shorts are of black or white,MOSTLY BLACK!
HOW HOW!!