It is getting harder and harder to be someone’s friend.

The pedestal new friends have a tendency to put each other on.
I didn’t have to go far to feel the frustration, the disappointment.
I’ve been through the turn of events that sneak up on a friendship forcing it in another direction, the closeness suddenly gone and replaced by questions and doubts.This is that point many relationships come to where a decision has to be made, to stay in or bail out, to decide what it’s worth.

I receive blank stares and emotionless responses, barely a trace of that sisterhood she once shared with me. I think I had lost her, she has lose faith in me.
It happens when we mix with different circle of friends, the different kind of life we are leading, the different topics we talk about. Many doubts even in conversations.
No longer like before.

There’s no need to ask me anything regarding it, this is something I want to keep to myself, I do not like to share with others how I feel.
If you think you are the one then let it be.