I’m finally updating after SO SO SO LONG.

I’m really busy with work.
Didn’t have enough sleep everyday..
AND TODAY IS THE ONLY DAY I’m back early..
Gonna go to sleep after this posting…

Okay, that’s the last two pics using my old phone.HAHA

I just bought a new phone like three  weeks ago? I have waited for so long for this phone to be release in SG from the beginning of this year…

Initially, I was very FIRM to get this BLACK ONE..
DIE DIE WANT TO GET IT, although I know the red one is really nice too..
BUT…when me and my mum were in the STARHUB shop that day, she keep psychoing me to get the RED one, she says that I always buy black phones, why not change lah.. I thought it makes sense, and the red one is like so stylish and bright, so I got the RED one…
Now I regret =(
I really should have gotten the BLACK one leh.
YES I LOVE RED COLOUR, But i can’t stay long with RED COLOUR..
I find it boring very fast..
Anw, it’s the Sony Ericsson Satio, 12.1megapixel…
HAHA. BUT i personally find that the CAMERA is damn good only when it is used using flash…
REALLY clear…can even see your wrinkles , like so obvious lor!
I might be selling this new phone away, as I still love my Samsung Omnia more.
So far, I think only Omnia and IPHONE has great touch screens.
Luckily I didn’t trade in my omnia..
So i was browsing through the web some days ago, and found out about this phone, Sony Xperia 10,
which is another CHIO phone, so sleek and stylish, and simple. I prefer SIMPLE, but stylish phones more.
It will be release in the 1st quarter of 2010…
I thought I will wait, and continue using Omnia first..
BUT after reading a more detailed list of features, specs, from the SONY web, got to know that it doesn’t have the VIDEO CALL application and NO MMS. OMG….   Gonna wait for other nice phones~
K shall stop about the phone…

Went to school last week to collect my cert and graduation photo..
I’m satisfied with my grades, except for the THEORY category..
That’s the only category I didn’t do really well…I’m better in practical.hahaha.
Scored the highest for a few of the other categories..and the rest are like second?
Overall, I’m second in this batch,I’m only 1% away from the first girl….=D
I can still go back for another theory exam if I want, to pull up my overall score to a distinction grade.I’m just a little bit away as I got a credit.

I look retarded in my certificate photo… as it was taken the last minute…
Didn’t have time to for a second one, so won’t be uplaoding it here..

joey mama has given birth to JAVIER LEE this morning. Congrats to her..Will be visitng them in JAN instead, for the baby’s full month =D

I’m so sleepy already, and SNEEZING right nwo.WTH! Bye, got to go.

I finally feeling happy after knowing my results. =D
Satisfied with my results as I think I did pretty well.
Although it’s not the best grade, but at least I know I’m few of the best! =D
(No one got the best grade though~)
And the marks for my practical were quite high I think~
Gonna collect my cert tomorrow. Wee~

There’s an audition/interview next week.
I’m still thinking if I should go or not.
I met all the criterias, except for two minor things,
My height!! I think I’m about 2cm away from their expectation leh~ But sometimes they do accept if you’re good. I’m confident for the rest….
And there’s a tattoo on my ankle there, which is so VISIBLE…
HMM~~~ Don’t think I will pass the skin check round anyway, with that rather big tattoo on my leg.ARGHS!
Maybe I should wait, like what ZANN told me, wait for another audition from another company although it’s a Malaysia one, but they wears black stockings~

(I’m very confused about the path I want, but at least I do try everything. So please do not comment or criticise, it’s my own problem anw.)

I just couldn’t get enough of tidbits.
Here’s one of my favourite tidbit.
Been eating tidbits EVERYDAY since last week =(
And another thing which is killing me is my computer.
I only have less than five hours of sleep for the past whole week, and yet I’m still hook onto the com for hours ever night after work. VERY BAD. EYEs are getting tired each day and more dull looking too.

It’s been more than a week already, and yet I still have not done anything to “please her”.
I don’t think I will do anything too. What happened really upset me alot. How much I have cried over it for the past whole week. I won’t be looking forward to the 28th too. I’m suppose to be real happy for the 28th, but I don’t think I will already. It’s the very last step, but everything screwed up because of a very very small matter. How hurting it is you know?

So I’ve been having real foul moods, tried real hard to control. At least I didn’t quarrel with my mum for about a week liao.HAHA, which is pretty good.

Had some conflicts with someone at work some days ago.
And I will not be talking to him unless it is really urgent about W-O-R-K.
I will regard him as my colleague only, I’m not trying to be “childish” but it’s
Because of something he said which is very very wrong, and upset me that much, yes I am this petty.
Or maybe it’s just a matter of time, I might forget about it some time later. We never know.
I can ignore my grandfather for more than TWO years, even though we are living under the same roof.
Until the day I greet him, he left not long later, and I still don’t regret it.
It’s also because of some things which he said that is so hurtful.

There’s really too many things running on my mind.

I hate myself for being so CARELESS again, typo error in the menu for today, luckily one piece only~
(I have already been very very careful…but…)
But the guest wrote it down, someone gonna nag at me tomorrow already, hope he won’t scold me. =(
(such a critical period for now.)

I’m eyeing the IPOD touch already =p
Hopefully I can get it soon!!!!

Anyway, I will be getting a new phone this Thursday, which is the only day I can end work early.
Don’t think I will sell away my current phone, because I’m still loving it alot.
I thought the “new phone” will be out only next year, but it’s here in SG already! So I gonna get it~!!!! EXCITED! But gonna cost me a bomb again =X
Near to a K.

Looking forward to December, but at the same time, don’t want DECEMBER to end so fast…
because it meant 2010 is here already….
Will be doing something different in December, I hope I can pick up everything fast, and don’t be so blur…

Coffeebean is selling GINGERBREAD MAN already! Like oh-finally!
(BTW the price increase each year.LOL)
I have been patronizing Coffeebean for their GINGERBREADMANS EVERY YEAR!
I only LOVE those original ones, without chocolate , just plain GINGERBREAD MAN!!!

Bought a few today but I didn’t get to eat as I gave away to people..Gonna get more tomorrow if I have the time before work.

I didn’t get to see my nieces for some time already, more than seven months I didn’t see Cym, and about three months ddin’t see Claudine.
I miss them so much =’(
Supposingly bringing out Cym tmr, but her mum don’t allow already. ANYWAY I DID NOT SEE MY SIS FOR A YEAR already. Didn’t go to her house. I think is is safer for me not to go because she blames everything on me… I wonder if she still regards me as her younger sis and remember how I look like.
I almost forgotten how she looks like already. I don’t really give a damn about this anyway.
What I care about is that I hope that my nieces still remember this aunt here who loves them like they are my daughters.

So much so much happened over the week.
I’m just feeling really down.
Many things which I don’t want to say here.
Everything which happened affects me greatly especially what happened on last sat.
My eyes will turn teary whenever someone brought it up, I just couldn’t help it.
It was the last step already..

Then… followed by a few more things which really makes me unhappy.
I couldn’t concentrate on work, even when I’m resting.
Been eating lots of tidbits this few days. (distress?)

I hope I won’t fall because I have always been a very tough girl.

I’m feeling really upset.
JUST UPSET.
The pain is cutting me like a hundred stabbing knives.

I know,whenever I think of it, I will not be able to hold back my tears.
I am the one who allowed it to be that way. There’s nothing I want to do already.
And will not talk about what has happened.

I just hope that, work and retail therapy can occupy me.

Still making the decision.

Anyway met up with YanHua yesterday.
Didn’t see her for about 8years already.
Went to town and randomly walk into a restaurant in ION.
The FOOD SUCKS.LOL

Heard this song in a random shop and I find it very nice =D

I guess it’s by some china singers.lol

Been working at the hotel for 3years.
And I’m still stucked here, because I have feelings for this hotel, everyone.
I used to be earning about 1.8-2k each month working only 8hrs per day, but gave it up because I want to come back here.
Now they gonna offer me a position of which the pay is SO SO SO little.
Yes, really little. My skincare products only cost me about $400 liao.
This is not the main point, everybody knows it’s like stepping onto a “ZHEI CHUAN”.
Stupid & Silly.

Everyone disapproves me joining.
But I just couldn’t make up my mind.
I want to learn new things, but also don’t want to put my skills to waste.
Spending almost 7k on the course, I still have a big debt to pay
Like LayHuan says, I spend so much blood, money, effort on this course, and I know it’s somewhere where I can excel in. My mum also strongly disapproved me. But the more she wanna forbid me, the more I want to do it. I don’t have much time to decide already.
I can’t take up people’s time too.

Very busy over the past few days.

I’m in a state of confusion now.

I can’t make up my mind.

Went to return the gown today.
WAS IN A RUSH.
Took a cab there, and the lift there is spoilt.
ONE LIFT ONLY ! omg.
So i have to climb all the way up to LEVEL15!..zzz
Was really tired after that…

After that, went for facial .. ..

Then to Vivo to top up some of my “stocks” at home, SASA is the place.HAHAHA!

Bought an album again, Olivia Ong..

And also bought EU YANG SENG’s herbal jelly for my own consumption(good stuff). hehe!
Thanks ST for introducing me to this.

Time to stock up my skincare products AGAIN!
They are so expensive okay. =( But worth it.
The products have arrived already, gonna collect them tomorrow!
CAN’t wait to get my hands on the Depsea Water =D

Smokers can have extra 10minutes of break?

WHAT KIND OF LOGIC IS THIS?

I seriously hate people who do not have the competence of organising tasks fairly.
I’m in not position to say this, as I am only a PART TIMER.
But come on, this is common sense leh!

I was really tired that day, usually we try to do as much things as possible, after that, ALL OF US (including the smokers!) will be given 10 to 20minutes break together!!

THEN on this very night, all the smokers were given TEN MINUTES to smoke. SMOKING is also resting and taking a break okay! And WE, the non smokers got to CONTINUE our work in this TEN MINUTES! Usually, I don’t give a damn about resting, when people are taking their break, I will still be working, I can even don’t have the time to visit the toilet or eat when i am very busy. But I WAS REALLY TIRED THAT DAY. I already gave SOME HINTS, but still, we are STILL ASKED TO CONTINUE ON WHAT WE ARE DOING. ALRIGHT, fine.

THEN WHEN THESE GROUP OF SMOKERS CAME BACK, all of us carry on with the work…
When about 95% of the job is done, ALL OF US WERE ASKED to rest for TEN MINUTES!
SO ME & ANOTHER PERSON WHO DON’T SMOKE, ONLY GOT A TEN MINUTE BREAK.
WHILE THOSE SMOKERS HAD A TOTAL OF TWENTY MINUTES OF BREAK!?
I’m not trying to be so calculative, everyone knows I’m not such a person.
I just think that one of superior level, should know how to organise work FAIRLY especially when everyone are getting the same amount of pay.